Why do we do the things we do ? I think that a better question should arise. What drives us to do the things we do ?

what is this force that pushes us? Can we pin point that force ? and if yes, a better question should come up. Can we manipulate this force ?

Imagine , feeling joy when been physically in pain. Using pain as a energy force to accomplish ones task.

We feel pleasure. We make actions that help us to live. And we live to feel pleasure.

I think that understand ourselves , and humans. we must understand our instincts and emotions....

My journey begins...

We are all prisoners of our emotions. But things can turn away can't they ? Our emotions can become our prisoners..........

Well this is my second post. Frankly I am amazed at myself. who would think that I , Rudolph could actually go on with this ! oh well , I think that we can all amaze ourselves from time to time. Speaking of amazement , I find myself in a situation where my social life is very .....whats the word....confined , weird ...ok so I need a dictionary !!!! clearly ...because the whole point of writing a daily journal is too actually explore my mind , while finding interest new words , that I cam add to my arsenal of vocabulary. My arsenal right now is not big , but I project that with time , perseverance , and effort , that it will eventually grow into well of knowledge.....

it is 8.32 pm , and I am currently asking myself ...should I go out ?
Well like everything in life , you need a balance , but I ask myself why ...or rather what drives us to go out ? is it the effect of having to survive , to have ourselves our own tribe ....or is it just a way to have fun , and forget the the sorrow of this world ( my world ?) ......ahhhhhhhhhhhh

ok , so having money really sucks....I never saw myself as a type who love/like control power and money....
But honestly without all these things , we are subject to other people will ....and I assure you ( me?) that these people don't have the best intention for others....In fact i will state that most of these people are bad....does that make me bad? I don't think so , History has shown that one can have money , power , but still stay true to him/her self and actually do good.


So my take is this...Money is a piece of paper ....back in the days we traded chicken and cows...does that mean that animals are bad ? no ! we traded animals ...but now we trade money...

:_(((((((((((......untill next time.

First Blog

So This is my first attempt to create a daily journal ( I hope i can send it to the moon) . Recently I have been thinking to myself that I do not right enough. Let me reiterate this statement : I DO NOT WRITE ENOUGH ! . Ok so this felt really good. A couple of days ago , I stumbled upon my friend's blog , and I thought to myself ......." He writes a blog !!!! hahaha " , no in all seriousness , he is an amazing writer , I think he should definitely become a lawyer.

Ok , my mind is going blank....writer's block already !!!! damn ! I NEED TO WRITE MORE ( this will be the tag for my article haha ).

Well today , was a very interesting day , I didn't do as well as I wanted to on my finals. But what can you do kid ?
I'll tell you What I Can , and Should have done : STUDY.
Jesus chris , I am not a good student , but to my defense studying how to use ACCESS is a waste of my precious life....

Note to self : " stop blashemy at once "

Ok sooo things to do today :

Work on my finances
Find budget for school , and new car
work on greentip

and just like the other days : FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH MY TIME !!!!!

no more. this is enought for a first post. I will see you. ( me ? ) later.