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Well this is my second post. Frankly I am amazed at myself. who would think that I , Rudolph could actually go on with this ! oh well , I think that we can all amaze ourselves from time to time. Speaking of amazement , I find myself in a situation where my social life is very .....whats the word....confined , weird ...ok so I need a dictionary !!!! clearly ...because the whole point of writing a daily journal is too actually explore my mind , while finding interest new words , that I cam add to my arsenal of vocabulary. My arsenal right now is not big , but I project that with time , perseverance , and effort , that it will eventually grow into well of knowledge.....

it is 8.32 pm , and I am currently asking myself ...should I go out ?
Well like everything in life , you need a balance , but I ask myself why ...or rather what drives us to go out ? is it the effect of having to survive , to have ourselves our own tribe ....or is it just a way to have fun , and forget the the sorrow of this world ( my world ?) ......ahhhhhhhhhhhh

ok , so having money really sucks....I never saw myself as a type who love/like control power and money....
But honestly without all these things , we are subject to other people will ....and I assure you ( me?) that these people don't have the best intention for others....In fact i will state that most of these people are bad....does that make me bad? I don't think so , History has shown that one can have money , power , but still stay true to him/her self and actually do good.


So my take is this...Money is a piece of paper ....back in the days we traded chicken and cows...does that mean that animals are bad ? no ! we traded animals ...but now we trade money...

:_(((((((((((......untill next time.